Ignoring the Truth

Ignoring the truth because it hurts.
Ignoring the truth because its too true.
Ignoring the truth because i dont want to change
and ignoring the truth because of you.

It hurts to know how much I have jus let slip by.
Things i've just watched pick themselves up and walk out of my life.
Many times without warning.
It's always my fault...

Not once have I ever tried to stopped it.
Thinking if I let go it'll always come back.
Not realizing it never has, and probably never will...

Last NIght

I cried for you in the darkness. I wasn't hiding from the light. I cowered under my blankets, shiviering on that cold and stormy night. I called and i got no answer,when i needed you the most. My fears, they got the best of me, i wasn't scared of just a ghost. I prayed that you would save me like you did when i was younger. Your absence left me empty, like a stomach filled with hunger. I made it throught the storm with the help of others.They werent my first choice i called on you,cuz your my mother. And later when the sun shone through, i tried my luck and called for you. A fool I was to trust in you.Your silence took the place of you. The circumstance dont mean anything to me. I completely broke down and you weren't there for me. Nobody to turn to,nobody should be alone.

Heart, Body, Mind and Soul.

Decisions in life are made solely or as a combined effort of the following four parts of a person: the Heart, Body, Mind and Soul.

All I am

"All I am and all that I will ever be is because of you and I am proud to say that no one else could do what you have done for me.You mean the world to me" - Musiq Soulchild